Screw You

Day 6: I mentioned a guy named David in my "About Me" post. Basically we met on vacation and live on other sides of the country. We've been talking but we have never been officially together because of the long distance thing. Together but not together. He just told me last night that he doesn't want to talk anymore because I was hospitalized. That he "feels different". And I don't? I was the one who actually had to go to the hospital and he's the one who never called! He said that he still cares about me but doesn't want to keep talking. The worst part is this was all over facebook chat so after he dropped this bomb he just went offline. I was of course completely shocked and confused. I wrote him a strongly worded message, telling him to stop being such a coward, was everything he said a lie, etc. A couple hours later I wrote another message that was much calmer, explaining that I just wanted to talk. I need and deserve closure.

Today, he changed his profile picture from us to his deformed ugly face. He obviously was online but either didn't read my messages or read them and ignored them. I think it was the latter. Needless to say I am beyond pissed. After all of the crap he told me about how he had never felt this way before, he loved me, would always be there for me, and the worst of all; he would never hurt me. BULL S***. I never cuss by the way but I am extremely upset so I figured some bleeped out words would be appropriate. After all of the promises that he made, now he won't even talk to me. I don't want to change his mind I just want to understand why. I know I deserve at least that much. 

What makes me even angrier is that he is the one who wanted to keep talking. I told him specifically, "You can't handle my problems. You will stop liking me because of them." "Oh no, I would never do that, I'll help you through everything." BULL S***! I feel so naive and dumb for falling for any of the trash David spewed at me. I feel a little bit better now...I just needed to vent. Feel free to leave me revenge breakup songs or your own personal experiences dealing with low lives.