Stalkers

Day 41: My dad told me today that I can't talk to Danny anymore. Well that's a bit of a problem considering we are going on a date and if that goes well, he's going to be my boyfriend. I hate lying, I really do but I can't let someone that makes me happy pass me by. Am I wrong to do this? Maybe I am, but maybe I'm not. I'm tired of being depressed and feeling like my future is hopeless. I want to live and be happy. I don't think there's any limit on what I would do to be happy. I'm not talking about drugs or anything destructive, I'm just not going to let my parents stand in the way of my happiness.

Does that makes sense? Or do I just sound like a basket case right now? I'm writing a poem right now that I might post tomorrow. It's hard for me to organize my thoughts though so I don't know how long it will take to finish it. I have a topic for today: facebook stalkers. Don't even deny it, you know you're a lurker. We all are, it's almost impossible not to be one. You click on someone's page for a perfectly innocent reason like to write on their wall or to look at a new picture they posted. Somehow you get sidetracked when you see something that interests you and before you know it you've been looking through their whole page like an incredible creep. Okay, I admit, I've done this once when trying to find out who hooked up with who at my school.

I'm not proud of it, but facebook stalking sucks you in. You don't even know you're doing it until you catch yourself doing it. Honestly, I'm not that much of a stalker but I know some people who are. They go all out trying to find out about their ex-friends, ex-girlfriends/boyfriends, enemies, etc. That's a little too far for me. If it pops up on my newsfeed and I see it, then fine. If you're actively looking all the time for new information about whoever you're stalking...too far ha.