Day 11: The universe is out to get me. Love songs all over the radio, love in books, love in movies, love in facebook statuses...LOVE IS EVERYWHERE! Does it really have to be shoved into my face every second of the day though? I think not...I did get to do a little retail therapy though and that did keep my mind off of it for a little bit. I have decided I am not a t-shirt and jeans kind of girl but I'm a dress girl. Sundresses are so comfortable and flattering, how could you not love them? I bought three dresses, two pairs of jeggings (jean leggings), a necklace, and three pairs of earrings. All from Forever 21. I also could not get the sleep button on my ipod fixed...so I either buy a new one or put up with the normal annoyance.

Here is another part of the poem that I think I posted yesterday but didn't post the whole thing because it's too long:

Page after page, word after word

I feel pathetic about the explosion

of this much emotion toward

someone who taught me a lesson.

It’s like an addiction, the caution

in the pity, it’s like a whole new city

that I’m trying to get a feel for,

a foresee of what is and will be.

Too much to say, too much poetry

that will stay concealed, kept quietly

too many feelings to put into a single

one alone but this is my only angel,

my last chance to try and level.

I’ve hit rock bottom but I’m bouncing back

I swear it is the last time I ever cave, ever crack.

 I’m only going up, I’ll meet you at the top.

I’ll get off at the right stop, right time

won’t push it to the limit, not this time.