Girl Power!

Day 9: My plans fell through for the day but I did get to see Sean for a little bit. He always brightens my mood. I have been on an angry girl-power kick tonight. Here's part of a poem I wrote (the original is too long). It was all in an empowered fury so it doesn't make much sense. It doesn't have a title yet. Enjoy my hate.

Maybe you should be the one writing
these songs and poems trying to
win my heart back and maybe I
shouldn't even really care what you do
because I'll be better off after leaving you.
I know you'll never get a girl as good as me
come on, there's not much of a choice in
the sluts at a high school you'll see.
At least I can write a cohesive letter
and life, yeah I can do that even better.
I'm responsible, honest, and fair.
I tell the truth and I won't play
you like Monopoly, Yahtzee,
love isn't a game but I'm
also not desperate and needy.
I had a life before you, with you,
and I'll have one after too.
You won't ever see me beg
but I'm not so proud I can't
admit my faults and wrongs.
I can keep you in line, make
you want to be a better person
or would you rather have someone
encouraging and enabling the destructive
behavior you are usually demonstrating?
I can listen, I can talk, I can give you your
space and not call you every second of the day.